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Kamis, 29 Mei 2014

SUNSET IN THE MORNING, SUNRISE IN THE EVENING

HELL O! Valereaders!
Long time not to posr uh?
yeah bro, I work everyday to earn money so I can buy and get what I want!

Yesterday (28 May 2014) Angga, Cya and I went to Bali Tourism Institute as we called as STP Nusa Dua Bali. We did re-registration to this Institute.

But before I went to STP, I opened my Path and see his updates (the man who has problem with me for recent days, I think you know who I mean, if you don't know..please read older post before this post) yep, I saw his updates and at 09:00 AM He already arrived at STP, ugh...first time I saw this update was don;t care about this, and then I want to STP after that.

Angga and Cya have just arrived at STP, they're earlier than me and they're waiting for me at the parking area. When I park my motorbike, I saw hisgreen Ninja Motorbike, "-O O W... oh my dawg, what am I gonna to do...what's a creep", Then I thought it's gonna be OK because the day before yesterday I've just forgive him.
Cya beside me and Angga back of us, we came in into the room, and I saw him! and I think  but suddenly he through his head back and won't to see me even give smile or greetings. Not too much time when we had seat, he go away and I think he went back to his home. He and I didn't have any  conversation, Ok it's ok if he won't to talk to me, but! he didn't ask for leave to me, he just greets Angga. WHAT THE HELL!!!!

....................Hubbub....
I was very sad, very very sad, why he did it to me? I fell so hard to be patient :'( :'( 
I almost crying, but my heart has been hurted. very very hurt.. he did it to me, oh my friend :(

About 1 or 2 hour in the afternoon, I took chat with him by Line, I type him to forgive me, I need apologize, I want he forgive me, totally forgive me, because I fell I'm fault. :"( But, he still not yet to read it, ok...I'm waiting, I did hope that he will read it at least in the evening.
In the evening I turned on my phone.....loading.............................................yep, bzzz...bzzz....the vibration of Line notification, when I opened my Line, the chat is from him, and then I'm surprissed! What's a berry!!!!! He said "forgive me too please..." and I replied "certainly!". Oh !!! I'm very happy, feel like sunrise in the evening, !
And now we are friend, he is my pride, I love him as my friend, I'll take his bad with his good, because we are friend, and I hope our friend relation will be looooooooooooooooooooooong time and less of problem.
I got the sunrise although it was evening!

Minggu, 18 Mei 2014

404 NOT FOUND JUST DOUBT

Guys,
I'm annoying today.
Last morning, I'm in full of doubt because I am waiting for my graduation of National Exam tomorrow (20 May). I'm listening music, nonstop, just repeat repeat and repeat, so my doubt would decreased.
God.... everytime I do hope to Jesus Christ that I hope I will cry because I'm graduated, not cry because I'm ungraduared.

Lord Father....

help me please.... I'm in doubt.....,

Around at 10 AM, I was opened my Path. Scroll.....scroll...saw friends moments....scroll...and scroll.... TADAAAA.... my school friend, Bayu Prasna, has got the earlier National Result by Bali Education Office's website. And then I found out to that website by clicked http://balimelajah.net/hasil_ujian/index.php . But then!? Only error pages out on my phone, reload......reload....reload...I tap that 'reload' icon, but it doesn't work.

OK! I knew it been error because it is overload, a lot of Bali's high schol students hunt for it. But I'm annoying, why always my cell provider always being error every I check my test result? Oh! Oh! Shall I blame my galaxy phone? Shall I switch into iPhone? because when I check my try out test result in the past time, Elda and I checked it together, we're use same cell provider, just different phone, I use Samsung Galaxy phone and she uses iPhone 3GS, and then when the page is loading, my phone always got error page, otherwise Elda's iPhone got it normally and she could saw the result. Oh dear..... Shall I blame my phone or my cell provider?! SIGH........,

And then I checked it by my netbook, Oh same...the cellular modem is similar to me, and of course it was error. Ok then! my emotion increase, I go bath and I decided went to Internet kiosk, I thought It would be launched normally than my phone even my netbook.

And NOW I"M SITTING ON CHAIR OF THE INTERNET KIOSK, I USE GOOGLE CHROME BECAUSE PEOPLE SAID IT IS THE FASTEST INTERNET BROWSER IN THE WORLD. AND THE RESULT IS......



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Loading baby....


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"404 Not Found..
Not Found..
The request URL/hasil_ujian/index.php was not found on this server...
Apache /2.4.7 (Ubuntu) Server  at balimelajah.net Port 80 "

Oh God.....  I'm trying to control my emotion, trying to be patient, and calm down and optimistic.

But I keep clicking that reload icon,

Huf..... come on... ..

I know it is overload and down, but i hope it would be done,
and I could see my National Exam result..
and I'll (maybe) cry because I am graduated.

Sabtu, 17 Mei 2014

Wandering Man

Hi, I'm Vladi.
May 13, 1996, was born in Denpasar, Bali. Island of Paradise, If you don't know, you might search it on Google!
2014, I'm 18 years old. I'm being mature.

I would like to tell my lifestyle, stories and something happened in my life in this blog.

I won't told the past of 2013 and so on. Just 2014 and so on.

Well, I'm a student of Vocational High School 5 of Denpasar, study about Hotel Accomodation. But the day after tomorrow (May 20) I will get the result of National Exam as the neccesary thing to graduated. But you know, I'm already get my favorite institute, that is Bali Tourism Institute or called as STP at Nusa Dua, Bali. I'm feeling grateful I could passed the test to enter this institute, Thank you God ! !.

Everyday and everytime I always feel in doubt and worry, I'm affraid couldn't graduated, I'm worrying to my national exam result, but Everyday I always pray to the Lord, "God, I hope I would graduated of National Exam that would announced on 20 of May'14".

You know, for temporary before the result of National Exam announced, I won't to have masturbation, hahaha! yeah do handjob not for this time. Almost 20 days I had not masturbation, haha you should now...my sexual desire comes everyweek so that I usually do masturbation everyweek, I know doing masturbation is healthy, even do it in the morning it would be very very healthy. But now? for this time I won't.
Why?
Because..., I don't know and don't understand that why am I sometimes got bad luck thing after doing masturbation, OH ! ? NO ! ? yeah, but it's not every doing it, just sometimes.
On 1 of May I got measles, and I won't do handjob, on 9 of May I had interview test to pass  my favorite institute, on 13 of May that's my Birthday and I won't my party had broken, on 14 of May the announcement of Interview test result, and the last on 20 May (the day after tomorrow) the result of National Exam will announce.
SO THAT I won't doing handjob or masturbation during those dates above.

Boo..... I've talked about my doubt and masturbation.....
R : (NASTY BOY!!!!)
Hehehe.... IT IS FAIR DUDE ! I AM 18 YEARS OLD,
Keep talking? hahaha always just read it yeah!