SUNSET IN THE MORNING, SUNRISE IN THE EVENING

HELL O! Valereaders!

Long time not to posr uh?

yeah bro, I work everyday to earn money so I can buy and get what I want!

Yesterday (28 May 2014) Angga, Cya and I went to Bali Tourism Institute as we called as STP Nusa Dua Bali. We did re-registration to this Institute.

But before I went to STP, I opened my Path and see his updates (the man who has problem with me for recent days, I think you know who I mean, if you don't know..please read older post before this post) yep, I saw his updates and at 09:00 AM He already arrived at STP, ugh...first time I saw this update was don;t care about this, and then I want to STP after that.

Angga and Cya have just arrived at STP, they're earlier than me and they're waiting for me at the parking area. When I park my motorbike, I saw hisgreen Ninja Motorbike, "-O O W... oh my dawg, what am I gonna to do...what's a creep", Then I thought it's gonna be OK because the day before yesterday I've just forgive him.

Cya beside me and Angga back of us, we came in into the room, and I saw him! and I think  but suddenly he through his head back and won't to see me even give smile or greetings. Not too much time when we had seat, he go away and I think he went back to his home. He and I didn't have any  conversation, Ok it's ok if he won't to talk to me, but! he didn't ask for leave to me, he just greets Angga. WHAT THE HELL!!!!

....................Hubbub....

I was very sad, very very sad, why he did it to me? I fell so hard to be patient :'( :'( 

I almost crying, but my heart has been hurted. very very hurt.. he did it to me, oh my friend :(

About 1 or 2 hour in the afternoon, I took chat with him by Line, I type him to forgive me, I need apologize, I want he forgive me, totally forgive me, because I fell I'm fault. :"( But, he still not yet to read it, ok...I'm waiting, I did hope that he will read it at least in the evening.

In the evening I turned on my phone.....loading.............................................yep, bzzz...bzzz....the vibration of Line notification, when I opened my Line, the chat is from him, and then I'm surprissed! What's a berry!!!!! He said "forgive me too please..." and I replied "certainly!". Oh !!! I'm very happy, feel like sunrise in the evening, !

And now we are friend, he is my pride, I love him as my friend, I'll take his bad with his good, because we are friend, and I hope our friend relation will be looooooooooooooooooooooong time and less of problem.

I got the sunrise although it was evening!

23rd MAY ? UGH, WHAT A CREEP

Date?

23 May?

Seriously?

hmm.....

It's been almost 4 days since I'm offended. :"( Oh tears.......

#nowplaying - Demi Lovato, 'Let it Go'

I think you know my problem, readers.. problem has just begun on 20 May evening.. :"(

Everytime during in my spare time, I always tried to listen music. Some songs that make me keep spirit and be confident. I won't be sad.

It's been almost 4 days since I let him go, I feel I lost my only friend.

Oh my dawg... what am I feel... oh :(

Everyday my feeling so absurd, complicated and bad.

I haven't to talked, texted, commented to him yet.

But recently, last morning, I opened my Path and visit his Path, I gave emoticon to all of his moments, but no chat and talk again. Huh....feeling so lonely, readers.... :(

Am I too over emotion to him?

This problem makes me totally HUBBUB.

But you know, How angry am I, High emotion and so on,... My heart is easily to be yield. 

Sometimes I want this problem would solved, stop and back to normally condition, and Sometimes I feel he is too shit too be friend because of his arrogant. But... how does his thought?

#nowplaying - Lorde, 'Royals'

And I would never be royals...

The kind of luxes just ain't for us...

Let me leave that fantasy...

We didn't come from money...

Yup, today..slowly... I'm being patient and calm myself.

He is rich person, and I am simple person. We are in different roads, different levels, or even different caste. He is on top, and I'm on bottom.

Ugh, I just remembered Lady Gaga's G.U.Y lyrics -"I don't need to be on top to know I'm worth it, cause I'm strong enough to know the truth..."

Definitely I'm aware, that I'm not a rich person who have Sport Bike, Villas, Big house, iPhone, iPad, stay in the caffee.

Now, I'm self-conscious in my position. The most important is always to be myself.

#nowplaying - Taylor Swift, 'Everything has changed'

FUN THEN DISSAPOINTED

THEN...WHAT WAS NEXT AFTER PAINTED OUR HIGH SCHOOL UNIFORM ?

KEEP READING GUYS!


AT 9:30 AM (20 May) We start our convoy. First time, before the convoy, Agus Pramana asked to me "Vladi, come on! let's go! as your promise last night", He was ready to convoy, he was waited for us to prapare, first time I was confused because "Only me from AP 5 class join the convoy?" but without waiting for long time, I asked my friend and invite them to join the convoy.
Uni, Lala, Richi, Ernitha, Novi, Sukaryana, Septa, Diah, Udan, Rity and Me joined the CONVOY... WOAAAH!!!!! FUN START IN FRONT OF OUR SCHOOL GATE!.

BUT,
wait, wait, wait..... 2 Polices standing in front of our school also, but grateful.....all my friends from VHS 5 Denpasar kept calm before the action.

First Route,
We went to VHS Kertha Wisatha at Renon, and then we took convoy together and continued to next destination that is VHS 2 Denpasar.
Arrived near VHS 2 Denpasar, wow! I'm surprised! They are much graduated students joined this convoy, and they are very noisy, but we are UNITED in convoy! The streets in Denpasar more crowded after VHS 5, VHS 2, VHS Kertha Wisata, and other SHS students joined the convoy.
During the convoy, we made noisy with our vehicles bell, TIN TIN TIN TIN TIN !!!!! BROOOOM BROOM BROOOM!!!!!! WE ARE GRADUATED BABES!!!!!!!
We were the most attention of Denpasar Citizen. People watched us, our convoy!
We went around Denpasar..... without helmet, with painted high school uniform, VICTORY !!!!!
VICTORY!!! VICTORY!!!

Thank you so much for the police because they're understood of our BIG CONVOY,
I knew the police very very in doubt to us, because in some incident, students took convoy with violences.
BUT THIS YEAR, WE TOOK THE RIGHT CONVOY, WITHOUT ANY VIOLENCE AND WE ARE AGAINTS AND AVOID THE VIOLENCE, WE ARE UNITED TO EXPRESS OUR STRUGGLE OF HAPPINESS FOR A DAY!

(UP) She is Caca Lady Rose, my Hips Friend, without helmet the convoy more looks interesting

(UP) We're owned the way! Denpasar streets are us

(UP) Novi and I, we had a while transit of convoy,

We owned DENPASAR STREETS FOR A DAY!
.......

After took the convoy, I went to the minimarket where Dewi, Amel, Anggita, Dorawa, Dharmi and Umeida stay there after the moment.
We had funny conversation there,...
Suddenly, Dewi and Amel talked each other about their plant tonight (20 May).
Where you wanna go bitches?-I asked to em
"Ajung, would treated us at KFC, he was promised to us" They said.
((Then I'm thinking............I have no plant tonight...................if I just stay bored in my home.......why don't I join em?............ ))
Dewi, Amel I want join you!!May I?
"You wanna join, Vladi?" They asked
YAAA I WANNA!!!!
"Ok, at 7 PM at KFC Lumintang"
OK Bitches!!!!! :D Hahahahha I fill the day with happiness plan again.


7 PM. May, 20

Before go to KFC, I transit to minimarket to buy a bottle of mineral water no cold (as usual).
Arrved at KFC, oh yeah.... it was predictable, I am the first one arrived there among my friends.

7:15 PM

Dewi and Amel have just arrived. Ahahaha the fun moment start again, just waiting for 2 more friends, they are Ajung and Ogik.

7:35 PM

Ajung and Ogik came, oh yeah....disaster came....Ogik came, disaster came... Why? because once Ogik talking about something, it would be very annoying even he is an ignorant person...OH MY DAWG! HE IZ........but I'm happy to have friend like Ogik, because by his ignorant he is unforgettable person!.

DURING THE TIME AND DINNER... WE HAD FUNNY AND IGNORANT.

:"( :( :'( Hurt came in my happiness :'( :"(

R : What happened bitch!???

Ok I will tell... :(

I just checked in KFC by Path, and then I upload my painted highschool uniform also on Path.
My friend (he is different school but he is a fancy person) commented with laughing text.
I just asked him "you won't try it",
and then he replied, ".....######...." ugh.... I don't wanna tell his comment to you guys, I know it's too hurt for me, but I don't want he being hated because I told his comment to you readers. I won't my readers also be offended because of him, me is enough..
In that evening, I'm very offended because his stucked responses....
I thought and I asked to myself ~ Am I wrong to know all his kindness? Why did he said that, am I too stupid know him?
You know guys,,,, I ever been met some people who know him, and they said he is arrogant person, but I don't believe... I always take his good, even when they said about his worst or bad thing of him, I take my ear condom so that I can ignore those bad gossips of him.
Huh..........ugh, but now, guys..  I'm having illfeel, I'm offended because of him, his responses.
First in his comment on Path, he appologize and don't meant it, but I won't reply, once again it is very hurt :(

21 MAY. (MORNING - AFTERNOON)

After I had exercise, I upload my other painted school uniform on my Path with this Caption, with dissapointed feeling :
"I'm riffraff person, I'm so stupid, riding to 40Km place just for brought my uniform back to home. And then I asked my friends to painted it.
Thought that I'm not rich person who celebrate the graduation at the caffee, pub, or some kind of luxe places, I just did convoy and I wished for a day just feeling of happiness, but in the evening too hurt for me received a response that made me offended.
I'm not in regret because I did it, even I called it was unforgettable moment. I don't need money or a bottle of wine in my hand, I just want everybody could respect it"

Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu..... :"( so sad ...
I feel I lost my only friend.


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:( :"(

stop, I will post next entry....
I'm so sad,