23rd MAY ? UGH, WHAT A CREEP

Date?

23 May?

Seriously?

hmm.....

It's been almost 4 days since I'm offended. :"( Oh tears.......

#nowplaying - Demi Lovato, 'Let it Go'

I think you know my problem, readers.. problem has just begun on 20 May evening.. :"(

Everytime during in my spare time, I always tried to listen music. Some songs that make me keep spirit and be confident. I won't be sad.

It's been almost 4 days since I let him go, I feel I lost my only friend.

Oh my dawg... what am I feel... oh :(

Everyday my feeling so absurd, complicated and bad.

I haven't to talked, texted, commented to him yet.

But recently, last morning, I opened my Path and visit his Path, I gave emoticon to all of his moments, but no chat and talk again. Huh....feeling so lonely, readers.... :(

Am I too over emotion to him?

This problem makes me totally HUBBUB.

But you know, How angry am I, High emotion and so on,... My heart is easily to be yield. 

Sometimes I want this problem would solved, stop and back to normally condition, and Sometimes I feel he is too shit too be friend because of his arrogant. But... how does his thought?

#nowplaying - Lorde, 'Royals'

And I would never be royals...

The kind of luxes just ain't for us...

Let me leave that fantasy...

We didn't come from money...

Yup, today..slowly... I'm being patient and calm myself.

He is rich person, and I am simple person. We are in different roads, different levels, or even different caste. He is on top, and I'm on bottom.

Ugh, I just remembered Lady Gaga's G.U.Y lyrics -"I don't need to be on top to know I'm worth it, cause I'm strong enough to know the truth..."

Definitely I'm aware, that I'm not a rich person who have Sport Bike, Villas, Big house, iPhone, iPad, stay in the caffee.

Now, I'm self-conscious in my position. The most important is always to be myself.

#nowplaying - Taylor Swift, 'Everything has changed'